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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
 HSC.Fcuk. 12:47 AM
Fkn HSC. Yes fk HSC. Just fk it. The worse climax for your last year of high school. Is it worth all that trouble? Is it worth all that time studying your ass off , while everyone gets to appreciate life to its full. Will we ever succeed in our life without a UAI? Is it that important, that some could even take it to extreme and suicide? Will we lead a happy life , just knowing we failed our hsc? Wtf does UAI even stand for? Unprotected Anal intercourse??? All these questions keep popping up in my mind and they wont stop coming. Its the only thing i worry about and will be for the next fucking 6months.Its what keeps me awake at 3am morning (and other stuff....but mainly this.) People say that by thinking too much you become a coward. Your scared to face your fears & your failures But i believe in myself.(or well try to :S) I believe that i could be the best of me. I would not let anybody stop me. I would become the best by trying the best. And working hard towards my UAI goal. Yet I cant help but think about it every minute and procrastinate. Its like a plague with no cure. Its like no matter how hard you try, you gotta accept the fact that you cant run away from it. Im Not running away from it. The only thing that annoys me is that it is finally coming. After so many years of hardwork, it finally comes to an end - Our School years. Although there were some rough & dodgy times, you cant say it wasn't memorable , waking up everyday early for school , meeting new friends and even making fun of fked up people.x] Although friends might be lost and things may change, Its gonna be exciting to get it over and done with. Just out of your mind & head forever. You'd think 12 years of education were a sufficient amount of time to be ready/prepared for what lays ahead. But your wrong. Everything changes just in a blink of an eye. At first you'd use to look up to the seniors and ask yourselves when will you ever get there? When will it be your turn to plunge yourself into this ''Hsc'' world and endure the pain. Next thing you know, *blinks eye* its YOUR turn to change. Change is like a transition or alteration that may affects all aspects of a person's life. It can be positive or negative consequences.It can be physical,emotional,intellectual,geographical or spiritual. It can have positive or negative consequences. Change is inevitable.We have to learn to accept who we are and just get along with it. While some people deny or avoid change, others embrace it. But the change is important in understanding ourselves - Our identity. It brings us one step closer into knowing who we are and what our purposes are in life. This moment in which that all Ive gone through to achieve my hopes and dreams for the future. This period of time has become an irreplaceable part of my experience. The yesterday that had passed, and today will be gone soon, and for the sake of the approaching tomorrow be different from yesterday. If every single day compared to anyone else, i can sweat more and to not have any reason for regret in the future, i am willing to go through anything. I just hope we all do our best, and not let the HSC take over us. and whatever the mark it turns out to be. i hope everyone will be satisfied with it , and that its not the end of the fucking world if you get shit. '' You know that an end signals a new beginning'' , just means that you gotta put more effort and try harder for whats ahead of you , instead of mourn over your shit mark. Ps. UAI Aim: 85uai + , Macquarie Uni , Business degree. ...till the end
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